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get a life
i haven’t done a lot of big corporate events. Sometimes you just know that you are going through a lot. and might not be the best idea to mix it alcohol with people from work. but xmas party is the important one and you better show yourself up. i arrived one hour late. went for… Read more
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wish you were here
P. texted me ‘sorry for telling you like this. she just passed away. i dont know where i am standing. i call you in the next days’. P. is one of my best friends since i am 20. and one of her best friends, from the school times, passed away. she was 35. you dont… Read more
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feeling like in a big brother show
‘you are like in a big brother show’, P. told me. she is pretty right. all is new. the people. the places. the situations you live. the job. the culture. feels like somebody threw me in this gigantic island. and I have to figure it out this thing called life. it’s very intense. think about… Read more
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giving up control
never been a control freak. and i tolerate very badly control and process driven freaks. or methodic people, like germans. but growing up, you have to be more conscious about your acts. you lose spontaneity. i guess there is also the point about what society expects about you. as a woman of 37 years old.… Read more
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more than just friends
one of our sitcom idols has gone away. Matthew Perry wanted us to remember him for more than just friends. more than just friends has been as well the subject around me last week. L. called me in her way to pick-up a friend at Charles de Gaulle. he was coming from the US. last… Read more
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not Ascot, just asco*
this week was hard. it was a pms one – premenstrual syndrome – which means you struggle MORE than usual. work was disgusting. I couldnt make my way. at some point I could only throw some bombs here and there. eventually everywhere. where there is a will there is a way. and the way was… Read more